Placenta Accreta and Placenta Preevia is no joke. It was the scariest thing I ever faced in my life, and then to know I had cervical cancer too during all of that just makes me so grateful for the healthy lifestyle I've lived all of my life because my body was able to fight through and do what needed to be done. I'll never know if the Uterine Fibroid Embolization was the reason this happened but that's a story for another day. I remember researching high and low when I was diagnosed with this and having so many unanswered questions, if there's anything at all you want more elaboration on please comment below and I'll answer you to the best of my ability or direct you to where that answer can be found. You are not alone in how you're feeling, everything you feel is normal. You're on a rollercoaster of emotions and that's ok, give yourself some grace. If you’re experiencing any of this here are some links to things that I know will be beneficial: Accreta Support Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/260282057452642 MothaHood Fitness & Nutrition Program: https://www.whoisbianca.com/mothahood MothaHood Support Group for when you’re ready